Sick of these ….

I work for an agency and I usually love my work, because I work from home, from my phone. It’s a pretty easy job but I get a lot of crap from the ladies and gents that do call. Like this morning I get a big long text from a girl and she’s swearing at

Still no-one reading my blog!

It’s probably not a big deal to some, but I’m totally trying to figure out if even one person is reading my crap that I post. I know I’m not up on all current events and write about stuff that doesn’t even matter. Maybe if I wrote about Trudeau or Trump somebody would comment or

New plans for March 1, 2020

It’s really not new plans. I am in fact , well hopefully it will all work out in the end. I have no more faith in my will power. I should because I’ve been pretty good with my intermittent fasting. I have not read Gin Stephens book on it. Delay don’t Deny. I am going

Please reply!

Just checking if anyone actually reads what I write?? Shoot me a like or a hi. Anything is greatly appreciated Mesh🥰 Until next time 💙

Trip to Mall 🙄

First a visit to Shoppers Drug Mart.. to get some granola bars that were on sale, while my partner went and grabbed some razors and some Listerine. In the meantime I started over t to Carlton cards because they are going out of business 😢 Weird they have been around for as long as I

What am I supposed to believe?

Honesty….one thing I have not been. Since being an adult I have heard so many lies it’s not even funny. Lies from my father and mother telling me that there is Santa Claus, Easter Bunny and the stupid tooth fairy. Then lies from me not telling my husband I was being unfaithful. I guess I

Saying goodbye 😢

I don’t know what I’m going to do on the day that you leave this earth… Will I scream with fear or scream with delight? No one really know the answer to that question but some will claim that they do.

Why am I so lost?

I’m at home and just finished watching the Good Doctor…very good show… I love the characters and the premise. Anyway I am bored and the thought of slitting my wrists just doesn’t seem like something I can do, way to much blood. I don’t want to kill myself because it would kill my son and

Not a day goes by…..

You are missed, sad but true. Your memory lives on even though you are gone. Not a day goes by that I don’t shed a tear. It’s sad that you’re not here, and a struggle for some. We carry on in difficult times but your memory lives on. Helping us, guiding us and loving us.

I think I don’t care :(

It’s been a long time since I’ve had any happy thoughts.  With that I don’t know how I’m going to handle my life.  People lie constantly and I have so many trust issues I can’t think straight.  I fantasize about being happy and believing in some sort of higher being (GOD).  I’m at wit’s end